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I wish so very much that the Republicans would stop — STOP — using Abraham Lincoln’s name, claiming him to be the loving forebear to right-wing ideology.

If you watched the RNC, you might have caught the tribute video to Lincoln the other night. Nauseating. The subject wasn’t nauseating, of course. It was the fact that the Repubs used his name, his values, his politics and his respect for the U.S. (hanging on as it was by a thread) and its Constitution as though they actually shared them. They don’t.

“We are the party of Lincoln,” they say over and over and over again to crowds of stupid people who seem unaware that Republican 2008 is completely different from Republican 1860. I want to hear Doris Kearns Goodwin, awesome historian and author of the equally awesome Team of Rivals: The Political Genius of Abraham Lincoln, on the subject.

Anyway, a quick rant after seeing this on MSNBC.com today:

It was pretty sweet to see one of the finalists in Moveon.org‘s Obama ad contest take us back to almost 150 years ago when another guy became the unlikely presidential nominee. The spot finished second in the contest, which was judged by a bunch of well-known lefties such as Michael Franti (find his music and listen to it!), Julia Stiles, Steve Buscemi (he rides the F train), John Legend, Lawrence Lessig, Oliver Stone, Markos Moulitsas (Daily Kos founder), and Matt Damon.

The Obama-Lincoln ad:

The other finalists are on Moveon.org. The next step in this process is to raise enough money to run the ad on the airwaves at the right time.

I made it back to our place in Brisbane Monday afternoon. When my head finally hit the pillow, everything from the previous three weeks rushed through my head in the ninety seconds before I fell asleep. To say I need a rest after my vacation is not telling the entire story.

Existential crisis averted…though not completely
Before I left for the States, I had concerns about whether the story of mine I want to tell was worthy of telling. I found and took to heart every reason I could find to help deem it an unworthy tale. And this usually happened in the early part of the morning while everyone slept. Not a good time for certain thoughts.

But I’m focused. And my plan involves finally writing without thinking. Writing what I know. And, most important to me, telling a story that just might be able to help if only a couple of people realize they’re not alone. I also wouldn’t mind a best seller. The conundrums of the mind.

In addition to writing, I will research agents and publishers. Despite the fact that people in the business, suggested I might want to tighten up about fifty or so of my already-written pages and shop it around. “No way,” I said to them, confident that I would bust out the book to its completion, then search. Well, about two weeks ago I changed my mind. With an un-finished manuscript, I will spend some time poking agents. Someone should know I’m working on this, whether they want it, lest someone else, with a similar story, beats me to it.

The trip
I had many great dinners with many great people. I even tasted the wonderful flavor of Sierra Nevada Pale Ale. There’s little to nothing like it where alcohol is concerned. And I spent a few of the best days I’ve had with my mom ever, despite her, as she calls it, “loopiness.” I return, as well, knowing the future’s been here this whole time and that I’ve been wasting it till now. It’s time to finally start trying while being unafraid to fail.

I also went to Powell’s bookstore. It has to be one of the most magical places in the world. After meeting a friend and basketball teammate from high school at its cafe, Alia and I took to our own adventure throughout the building. A city of books, it’s dubbed. Taking up a city block, Powell’s has a few floors and rooms divided by subject and given colors as names. I perused the gay book section before heading to the Lincoln section, where I picked up two books to buy. And then I decided to look for a memoir, so I went back to the front to study the massive key that explained where everything was.

“Can I help you?” a short, slim, blond woman in her early-to-mid 40s who looked ten years older than she was interrupted my concentration.

“Yeah,” I said without turning fully around to face her because I was still somewhat in awe of the six-column key in the sky. “I’m looking for your memoirs but don’t see them up there.”

“We organize memoirs by subject matter,” she said with a tone that suggested I was the stupid one. “What’s it about?”

I suddenly forgot, because my memoir (you know, the one that’s not quite finished yet) popped into my head. I wondered where they’d put mine.

“Okay, how about a memoir by someone with her own ambiguous race issues, no father, grew up on welfare, an alcoholic mother. Oh and who’s gay?”

“Social sciences, gay studies.” She paused. “Maybe African American.” Nice. Cross-referenced.

I gave her the name of the previous author and didn’t end up buying the book. One day.

Alia and I left. I love Portland.

Some trip stats:

  • Slept in six different places
  • Flew six airlines
  • Visited four cities
  • Acquired five books
  • Saw the original manuscript of Jack Kerouac’s On the Road
  • Saw Mariel Hemingway
  • Sipped absinthe
  • Ate buffalo wings! Twice!

There’s gotta be more. But for now, this is it. I’m glad I went. I’m happier I’m back.

The new five-dollar bill is due this month, and I bet I’ll be back in Brisbane before one has a chance to find its way into my hands.

Abraham Lincoln seems to be a bit more purple in this high-security iteration, but he’s still got that look on his face. The one that says, “fucking try it and I’ll kick your ass.” I wish I could take one back with me. I’d frame it or something. Or just keep it for my next trip.

And no this is not an attempt at some kind of fund raising. Really it’s not. (Contact me for my Australian address.)

I am a little obsessed with Abraham Lincoln, the 16th president of the U.S. My obsession started a couple of years ago when I read an excerpt in Atlantic Monthly of Lincoln’s Melancholy by Joshua Wolf Shenk (who taught at New School at the time, thank you very much).

The psychology (another obsession) aspect of the title combined with the history compelled me to read it. Then I bought the book. And then I never stopped talking about him.

Next came Manhunt: The 12-Day Chase for Lincoln’s Killer. It was a hard topic to read about, especially in the beginning when the writer detailed the events of that terrible day in April. Despite knowing what happens and despite the mere fact of history, I was stressed out as I read it through furrowed eyebrows and I uttered muted warning cries: “Don’t go to the theatre. Don’t go!” He always goes in the end.

And finally, last year, I read Team of Rivals, a Pulitzer prizewinning book by Doris Kearns Goodwin. (Here’s an excerpt from the first chapter, courtesy of NPR; and here is an interview with Ms. Goodwin from History.com about the tome.) And Steven Spielberg is using the book, adapted for the screen by Tony Kushner, for a movie called Lincoln due in 2009, the big man’s bicentennial.

There was just something about the guy that hooked me. Of course I say this based only on what I’ve read both by him and about him. I even read the stuff that said he was a racist. Good stuff that.

He was awkward, notoriously unkempt, and never slept. He was jovial, scary smart, and totally capable of admitting when he was wrong. He was funny, in touch with himself, and could tell a story and give a speech. And I’m not even studying him in school like this guy is lucky enough to be doing! I’m just a person 200 years after the fact capable of admiring a historic figure who was born both at the right and wrong time. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened had he not been killed. It’s a sad thing to wonder.

At least now, though, I get to show off some pictures that really have no place being shown except, say, on a blog of a fanatic on a certain day.

This is a wall at Plymouth Church.

(Oh, here we go with another story.) Last year I also read a book called The Most Famous Man in America by Debby Applegate. She also won a Pulitzer for her efforts to write about the life of Henry Ward Beecher, a preacher man who lived most of his life in Brooklyn Heights, was against the Civil War, and started Plymouth Church.

Me, apparently being obsessed last year with dead white American males in the 19th century, became interested in him. I did some more reading, raved about the book to friends who often rolled their eyes, and finally made my way with Meredith to Plymouth Church. It was, after all, only one train stop away (I did have to ask these same friends for directions via text.)

And I knew that Lincoln attended a sermon there.

We entered the church and asked the stern lady at the desk if someone could show us around. Five minutes later came out a nice lady who didn’t necessarily look excited to give an unscheduled tour, but I kind of softened my voice a bit, told her I was leaving Brooklyn for good and, well, could she show me where Abraham Lincoln sat. That did it.

But she showed us around, which was okay, too, because this church was also a stop on the Underground Railroad, so I was happy to learn about the history I’d already read about.

Finally, she opened this door and everything went quiet. I won’t say I felt any spirits, because I didn’t. But the church was beautiful, and she said most everything was as it was when Beecher preached. Finally I asked where He sat.

Of course I asked before sitting down. That was pretty off the hook. We finally got out of the woman’s hair, but she didn’t seem to mind talking to us. Nor did she seem to mind when I asked to take a picture with her:

We had to kind of rush to make it to our next stop, which was the Bodies exhibit at South Street Seaport. After that, we decided to take the Staten Island Ferry. For fun. So after leaving the exhibit, we walked under the FDR, crossed the street and passed Heartland Brewery. And, wouldn’t you know, out of the corner of my eye, I caught what I thought was a glimpse of Abraham Lincoln. Then I thought I was going a bit mad, still fresh off the buzz of my Lincoln state. But I stopped to have a look anyway.

And sure enough, there was my idol, this guy whose face makes me stop mid-stride, on a stein in the window of a brewery/restaurant chain. There might be worse things to have your likeness on.

Happy Birthday, Mr. President.

I’ve got two days to go till the clock strikes 12:01 a.m. on Nov. 1 and I have absolutely no idea what’s gonna happen. I figured I’d get my fingers warmed up, though, and what better way to do that than talk about television.

Let me begin by saying that I had the idea to track the mentions that Abraham Lincoln gets in pop culture. The dude is popular. Still. And those who have to talk to me day in and day out know that I am a bit obsessed with the man. I read Team of Rivals in awe, which is, of course, due both to Doris Kearns Goodwin and the big man himself. This brings me to this week’s episode of Brothers and Sisters, starring a lot of people, including Sally Field.

First of all, the woman could make dry toast cry. Read More

I’ve been having much more fun lately picking theme after theme after WordPress theme to don my blog with than writing. Or so it would seem. This could very well be the last post till sometime in 2008 or it could be my version of gearing up for National Novel Writing Month, or NaNoWriMo as it is known in familiar circles. No it doesn’t start until November, but I gotta brush the dust off.

There are numerous reasons for my blogging distance. None of them are important but suffice it to say I’ve got words pouring from my nether regions in other genres. Of course there’s a non-fiction project that’s been well under way for way too long. But I’m the farthest on it I’ve ever been. There are even some non-fiction short story situations I’ve been brewing.

Then there’s NaNoWriMo. While I can’t start writing till November 1, I am allowed to start thinking of what I’ll write. I figure it’ll be a good time to try my hand at making up stories. Or, rather, taking stories I’ve lived, watched, and ducked from and changing facts and names to protect the innocent (or guilty as the case may be). I’ll try and not conk out mid-month — 50,000 words in thirty days might be doable. Especially if I train. Read More

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